I knew a girl in college almost five years ago. The sad thing is that I never built up the courage to speak to her through my 3 yrs of college with her(she is a year younger). The last 3 weeks of my final semester I sent her an email. She probably did not know who I was, but our school is small and I am sure she has seen me before. The email contained some of my feelings for he and asked if I could speak to her for 5 min. No response. It was a sad and agonizing time. I could not email her again. Almost a year later, I asked her to be friends with me on facebook. She accepted, and I sent her a simple message explaining that I would like to “start a frsh page.” No response. So, I decided to send her an email, saying that I wished she would just let me know if she is recieving me messages. She emailed me back saying sorry and she is not comfortable speaking with me over the net. I decieded to write her a final, serious email where I layed out every thing in my heart. This was a year ago..
I still have not recieved a message or email from her. We are merely facebook friends….and I have, so so many times, to write her, but hold myself back. I just keep holding onto the hope that we will end up together. I can understand how this may seem pathetic…but I really cant control my fellings…I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO…if someone has any suggestions or can help, I will appreciate it very much. One more thing…..she now lives 2000 miles away.
Thanks all for your replies….shadechick, your reply was interesting. The thing is, I wish I could speak to her in person. I personally didnot like telling her my feelings over the internet. I would prefered to tell her in person. But I had no other option. Specially now….you cant image how much I dream that we can actually meet an talk. She lives on the west coast and I live in the east coast…..I have continuously thought about asking her if she is willing to have a small date with me…but after all me attempts, I dont know if its reasonable. I still have such strong feelings for her. I worst thing is, I cant imagine any other girl in my life. I am 24 yrs old and I am in med school…this has taken so much of my life. I WOULD BE INTERESTED IN SUGGESTIONS FROM FEMALES THAT CAN MAYBE UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS GIRL MAYBE THINKING.
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