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this girl i like and i had a conversation where we established we’d just be friends bc we are both in complicated situations with other people. at the end of it, she had tears in her eyes. a few days later, she sent me poetry. she said it wasn’t directly about me but i think the words dictate they were: for instance, she told me she has to be loyal and i agreed but her poem said; “All night we talk of morals, In the morning we don’t know what’s good but in his eyes, the colors are free Of my imposing purpose to devour reality.” i told her that we had a connection, which to me was almost surreal. her poetry said “Reality is too two-dimensional to become the inhibited form of our Mere disguise or desire.” and other words in the poem referred to the talk we had. she is REALLY shy in real life and i always feel like she is holding something back but i can’t tell if it’s that she likes me or not. i know she likes to communiciate through writing. she also changed her facebook message to say she was decompartimentilizing, which means taking things out of categories, maybe people out of categories, i don’t know. i am too shy to ask her about the meaning of these words as i feel we’ve established that we are just friends, even though i want her badly. what should i do??
neither of us are in relationships, just have confused feelings towards other people

this girl i like and i had a conversation where we established we’d just be friends bc we are both in complicated situations with other people. at the end of it, she had tears in her eyes. a few days later, she sent me poetry. she said it wasn’t directly about me but i think the words dictate they were: for instance, she told me she has to be loyal and i agreed but her poem said; “All night we talk of morals, In the morning we don’t know what’s good but in his eyes, the colors are free Of my imposing purpose to devour reality.” i told her that we had a connection, which to me was almost surreal. her poetry said “Reality is too two-dimensional to become the inhibited form of our Mere disguise or desire.” and other words in the poem referred to the talk we had. she is REALLY shy in real life and i always feel like she is holding something back but i can’t tell if it’s that she likes me or not. i know she likes to communiciate through writing. she also changed her facebook message to say she was decompartimentilizing, which means taking things out of categories, maybe people out of categories, i don’t know. i am too shy to ask her about the meaning of these words as i feel we’ve established that we are just friends, even though i want her badly. what should i do??